2005.08.30 Tuesday
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寝付きが悪く、午前一時に床につき、テレビのオフタイマー六十分をセットし目を閉じる。
映画のセリフを子守唄に眠ろうとするけど、テレビが切れても眠りについていない。だから、朝は朝食よりも眠りを優先。
七時四十五分に慌てて着替え、顔を洗い、寝癖の髪にヘアワックスをねじ込み、パンをくわえて車に乗る。車の時計は十数分早めてある。
遅刻の危機感を持たせつつ正確な時間が分からないようにする為。自分にプレッシャーを与えないと信号一つで遅刻になるからだ。
今月で改装になるショッピングセンター横で信号待ちをする時に起きてから初めて煙草に火をつける習慣がある。
体調が悪く、今日こそはやめれるかもと淡い期待を抱いて家を出ても、自然とその場所では煙草をくわえ、窓を開け、火を付ける。
そんな意志の弱い自分に落胆しつつも身体に染み込むニコチンで目が覚める。
八号線手前のスーツの量販店を左に曲がり、八号線の渋滞を横目に道の両サイドに稲穂が垂れる農道を一気に飛ばし会社まであと少し。
缶コーヒを買い、駐車場に車を止めると車の時計は八時二十分。会社のタイムカードに印字されるのは八時九分。今日二本目の煙草に火を付け、コーヒーを飲みながら印刷の音のしない工場で一日の予定を考える。
毎日同じ繰り返し。季節だけが変わってゆく。
朝の空気は秋の匂いがした。
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